To be quite honest, I love him so much. I love him so much that it bothers me when he is having fun without me. Some would call that jealousy, but that’s the way I love. He feels the same, but I think its worse for me. I end up accepting attention from the wrong people just to get him off my mind… then I feel bad coz I know its not doing me any good. I know love is the strangest feeling to ever exist, but our love is unlike any other love. If he doesn’t come back and give me all the loving I need right now, I will lose my mind… ok not really.